10-19-02

I didn't write anymore last night 'cause I was too stressed. My mind was all tangled & spinning at the same time. I didn't want to think about the boat anymore, I just wanted to sleep. It's night again & ah, it's about 9:00-9:30. Brett's goin' to call his mom soon again. He called her last night (after not talkin' to her in a very long time) & filled her in on everything. I'm not callin' my mom until **** is more organized & legit. All day today we looked for jobs around Lincoln & Maxella. Handed a couple applications in & have to hand more in tomorrow & look for more jobs. Again tonight Augustino gave us green chai tea & dates & pecans. He's done this, I think, every night now. I'm tired. & there's some waves right now gently rockin' the boat, makin' me real lazy, I'm gonna' fill out a couple more applications & lie down. Oh- wait, wait, wait! Brett shaved his beautiful white, gold, copper, brown, black beard off today & had me chop all his beautiful hair off. I've never seen him in short hair- well, this short anyway. He looks SO different! & still so beautiful! :)